ONE third

What happened with me, What the hell....

Everytime, everything I do just be chaos....

What the Fuck... I done.....

I am sorry to be frustrated, I just need to cry out or speak out, even curse out.

I lost my wallet, I know, all my fault, all my mistakes. I didn't pay attention to my wallet... I just listened and recorded what speaker said.

I din't pay attention to my wallet. I didn't really care about my money, my IDs....

Yes, But do you guys know what I was fucking sad, what I was fucking worry and anxious when I knew I lost 2500 NTD and my IDs?

Damn it!

What the hell

What did I do to cause this mistake.....

I don't understand why?

Why me?

Everytime, the bad thing always happened to me.

WHY?

Because I am a kid? I am selfish? I don't care everything?

I am a fucking bad guy....?

I always be a kid to ask somebody to do everything for me?

I don't really care for my parents mind...?

I don't really care for my family?

Yes, I do.

I really care for them, I really love them

Everything I done is just to satisfy their expection.

Everyday I am  careful and worried  to do everything.

Why? Because I afraid that I would lose their face.

I would fail their expection.

Damn.... I am tired

I don't wanna take my life as it.

I just wanna relax my self

Is it difficult?

No, It's quite easy.... to everybody.

But to me... It's really fucking difficult.

Sorry, I lose my temper, I am sorry for my frustrated.

Finally, I wanna say

Who is the nice people to pick up my wallet？ I am really appreciate for that.

Who is the bad guy to pick up my wallet and spend my 2500 NTD? I really hate you.

*When I lose my wallet, I lose my money. When I lose my money, I lose my temper. When I lose my temper, I lose my self.*